Yes, i use to feel that way, every single day without you was a pain. As far as i am concerned today, it might be a pleasure, maybe you helped me face my destiny when you left me. I remember the tears, from waking up in the morning to the time i had to go to bed and if i was able to sleep, it was a dream. I remember the day you left, with a smile on your face, as if every thing was goign to be ok. Yeah, it was going to be ok for you but what about me; did you ever think about the pain you put me thru? no, of course not, it was all about you and her.